Be a clown : Pink hair
Why are people afraid of clowns?
She hides her identity and numbs her feeling with fake smiles. Yes, the clown is scary. Not sure what she will do next. She is unpredictable and mischievous. It’s easier to play a role in life than it is to become herself.
Eventually, you have to decide who you are. You have to choose your role and own that identity.